Life is an amazing ride and we all need to consider a budget. I always say, time is ticking. Do we allow time to steal away our intentions of acting upon our dream? I say, "budget your time!" Like money management, we all need to learn how to budget our day.
For me, motherhood takes precedence to anything else. I resolved long ago, my dream is there inside my heart in concession with the universal flow of life itself.
I respect life. A child is only a child once. Each day, I hug my child to know I am acting upon my dream of love. Within this, I am creating in the moment.
Writing is life for me. Visual expression is life for me. Creativity is life!!! Motherhood is the breath of life. If only I could figure out how to budget my time to fit my secondary dreams into this life. Stories come, they sit, and sometimes disintegrate. They brew, and bubble. I write from time-to-time.
I create with no audience to honor my intelligence. Yet, I live.
Here I am. Like the leaf who drops from a tree and nourishes the earth. Like a feather, falling from the skies. Who will reach to honor the intricacies of my expression? SIGH!